If that was really a regret, then why do we continue to do this to ourselves? I’ve prayed & still continue to pray for strength to leave and let this go. I’ve prayed for signs to tell me that this isn’t what should be, yet you’re still in my life. Maybe this is a sign from God telling me that you’re supposed to be in life for a long time. I honestly don’t know how much longer I can keep up with this.

I suck at this.

∞  May 03, 2012

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I’m pretty sure I was better off without you in my life. Why’d you have to come back..

∞  February 29, 2012

January 17, 2012

  • Watched OTH
  • Cleaned
  • Chilled w/ bgf

January 18, 2012

  • Ed comes over. iChatted w/ Leanna & Lauren and booked our flights to Florida for Spring Break! So esssiiited :) Can’t wait to travel with them, ah! 

January 19, 2012

  • First day of Spring semester classes. Ed decided to leave me hanging in French class. Sat next to Riza in Psych and met new people because we had to do this introduction activity. After that class was Keyboarding for Nursing where I saw Lloyd was in too so I got excited, haha. Thankfully I have people I know in my Tues/Thurs classes so I won’t be that much of a loner this semester. 
  • Ate at Chipotle w/ Marc & Michelle. Bryan was working too.
  • After we decided to go to Michelle’s and watch Vampire Diaries. Nice and chill night. And then I started dying from cramps on my way home, lol.

January 20, 2012

  • Woke up to snow! No one was home so I shoveled the driveway, sidewalks, front steps/path, part of the street & cleaned the snow of me and my dad’s car all by myself. I should win best sister / daughter award for that, haha.
  • I pretty much stayed at home all day until I got ready for BLD. Lambie was able to come so we had a nice catch up session. It’s pretty crazy how much alike we are. Chilled for a bit afterwards and then had to bring Gongob home too. Went home and fell asleep earlier than usual.
∞  January 23, 2012

January 16, 2012

  • HMart for the first time w/ the Narvaez sisters, Meli, Teng, Kevin, Lauren, & John. Ate spicy beef w/ rice for lunch & also bought green tea ice cream :) 
  • Headed back to the Narvaez household and watched Pretty Little Liars and just chilled until my brother picked me up. 
  • Ron comes over to finish the game then we head to Carlo’s kickback w/ Panda. Saw some people I haven’t seen in a while. Played the funniest game of pong with Trixie against Ron & Jason and ended up winning, what’s up! Haha. Left around 3AM and Will decided to drunk face time me, lol.
∞  January 23, 2012

January 15, 2012

  • Lauren & I were the first ones to leave around 10. The drive home seemed so much quicker. 
  • Got home and took an hour nap. 
  • Got ready and went to the Sinulog in Belleville w/ my cousin and brother. Met up with my cousins and chilled.
  • Even though it was cold out, we still wanted to get CUPS so we did. Satisfied my craving too, holler. 
∞  January 20, 2012

January 14, 2012

  • Chilled in the house all day watching movies. Most of us ended up taking a nap mid-day because we got tired.. I guess from just bummin around, haha.
  • The girls started getting ready for dinner. Took dumb - for shits & giggles - pictures w/ Lauren. Typical us, haha
  • Everyone had to take a hit before dinner, killed dinner because we were all so hungry, played a couple of games of bp w/ Tin, a round of flower cup, and then decided to watch the rest of em play. 
∞  January 20, 2012

January 13, 2012

  • Packed for the Poconos last minute which is so typical me.
  • BLD and left after worship because my lambie wasn’t able to make it.
  • Picked up Lauren, got Dunkin drinks for the road, and headed out to Pennsylvania. Got there around 1AM and had to drive on this sketchy ass dirt road to get to the actual house. It was so creepy and dark, lol. Smoked a bit when we got there and chilled for the rest of the night. I watched them play kings and then slept on the couch w/ Lauren. 
∞  January 20, 2012

January 12, 2012

  • Dropped off pops to the airport
  • Cooked spaghetti for the novena
  • Watched One Tree Hill…. that’s nothing new, haha
  • Went to Belleville for the Sto. Nino novena and hung out with Alina, Nicole, & Kimberly. 
  • Back home & waited for company to arrive.
∞  January 20, 2012
January 11, 2012 Finally got an oil change for my car! Went to court to plead guilty for my speeding ticket I got back in November. Waited for 2 hours + to talk to the damn prosecutor. Saw an old friend from high school that I haven’t seen in a minute there too. Luckily I got my 4 points taken off my record, but the payment was a bitch. Oh, & I got a new high score in Temple Run while waiting, haha. Being in court and having to plead guilty to the judge is awkward. I don’t ever want to get a ticket again! Went to Marshalls and picked up sammiches from Subway for dinna. I also had to dye my dad’s hair today too even though his gray hair wasn’t even that noticeable -_- So silly. HIGH RES

January 11, 2012

  • Finally got an oil change for my car!
  • Went to court to plead guilty for my speeding ticket I got back in November. Waited for 2 hours + to talk to the damn prosecutor. Saw an old friend from high school that I haven’t seen in a minute there too. Luckily I got my 4 points taken off my record, but the payment was a bitch. Oh, & I got a new high score in Temple Run while waiting, haha. Being in court and having to plead guilty to the judge is awkward. I don’t ever want to get a ticket again!
  • Went to Marshalls and picked up sammiches from Subway for dinna. I also had to dye my dad’s hair today too even though his gray hair wasn’t even that noticeable -_- So silly.
∞  January 12, 2012
January 10, 2012 Watched OTH Went to the mall again w/ my dad. Bought new simple casual wedges and Abercrombie & Fitch sweats that are so warm and comfortable! Ended my day watching OTH w/ my brother, haha I really spend too much of my time watching One Tree Hill nowadays.  HIGH RES

January 10, 2012

  • Watched OTH
  • Went to the mall again w/ my dad. Bought new simple casual wedges and Abercrombie & Fitch sweats that are so warm and comfortable!
  • Ended my day watching OTH w/ my brother, haha

I really spend too much of my time watching One Tree Hill nowadays. 

∞  January 12, 2012